Two of the positive attributes attributed to those with Asperger’s/Autism are loyalty and honesty.
People with autism are very loyal. I have always felt strong loyalty toward my employers (although none have ever returned the favor). I am fiercely loyal to my wife (though my fierce honesty does sometimes make it appear otherwise — though I promise [Sweetie] that in my mind the two do not conflict). I am loyal to all my friends and family. It’s part of my nature. But it appears that it is in the nature of any with autism.
Now, the issue of honesty is an interesting one. It’s not that someone with autism cannot lie. I can lie. Daniel can lie. I’ve caught him. But he’s easily caught out, primarily because when he’s accused of lying and he’s not, he has a huge meltdown over it. So if he’s calm after you accuse him of lying, he’s lying. And as for me, when I lie, it really, really, really, really, really bothers me. It’s like a deep brain itch I can’t scratch. So I don’t lie. It just bothers me too deeply, and I’d rather not be that uncomfortable all the time.
At the same time, people with autism are known to believe pretty much anything anyone says to them. This is perhaps attributable to the fact that with theory of mind, one attributes others as having the same mind as oneself. I don’t lie, therefore others don’t lie. Except that’s not true. People lie all the time. And when you reach the level of self-awareness I have about who I am, especially in regards to my high functioning autism, you come to realize just how much people lie all the time.
I’m still prone to believe you in the moment, but I can at least now look back and see I’ve been lied to.
For example, when I tell you I’m going to do something, you can go to the bank on it (unless my terrible memory makes me forget). I remember things better if I write them down; if I write something down, you can guarantee I’ll do it. It doesn’t matter what it is; it doesn’t matter how small it is; it doesn’t matter if I’m tired or if something else comes up. If I say I’m going to do something, I’ll do it. However, this is absolutely not true at all when it comes to neurotypicals. I have noticed neurotypicals will tell you they will do something, then change their minds or come up with some excuse for why they can’t, etc. And this is assuming they ever intended to do it at all, and weren’t just trying to make you feel better or shut up at that moment.
This is where conflicts between those with autism and neurotypicals can arise. Two neurotypicals will lie to each other without a second thought about doing something together, and then blow it off when minds are changed. Do that to someone with autism, and they will say, “Nope, that’s what you said. You said you were going to do it.” Thus, those with autism tend to “call out” neurotypicals on their small lies with which they fill the day. And let’s face it: people don’t like to be called out on their b.s. But since autistics don’t like to lie, and therefore don’t like to be lied to, they have a tendency to point it out when you lied to them. Thus, a source of our “social awkwardness.”
Indeed, people want to be lied to all the time. They want to be told they look nice when they don’t. They want to be told their project is good when it isn’t. They want to be told they’re good people who don’t lie all the time just to get through the day. But you know what you won’t get from someone with autism? Any of those things. They’ll tell you you don’t look nice in that dress. They’ll actually critique your work. And they’ll write blog posts telling you that you are all a bunch of petty liars. And that, too, is a source of our social awkwardness.
Of course, the tendency to believe others when they say things can get someone with autism in trouble. Suppose you have two people, one (A) with autism, another (B) who is neurotypical. They are working on a project together. B is working on something that must be finished before A can work on his part. A asks B how things are going. B says he ran into a problem, but he was working on it and would let A know when it was ready for him. Do you know what A will do? A will believe B and not bother B ever again. Three weeks later, when the boss asks A about the project, A will tell the boss about the conversation he and B had — and guess who will get in the most trouble? It will be A, who knew there was a delay, but didn’t come forward sooner. A of course won’t understand in what the problem is or why he’s suddenly in trouble. If someone points out to him that he should have come forward sooner, he will reply that that make sense, but in reality it doesn’t make that much sense to him. Didn’t B say he was handling it? If this happens to A enough times, he’ll end up fired, but be completely clueless about why he was fired.
Now, I can point all of these things out, but all of this comes about from reading and from thinking through past experiences. I have a head-knowledge that this takes place, but it is unfortunately only intellectual and not useful knowledge. I know I will continue to make these mistakes, and it’s frustrating to know that you will and also to know that in the moment, you will “forget” all that you know.
About the only thing I know to do is to beg those who have to deal with those with autism on a daily basis to please always say exactly what you mean and mean exactly what you say. If you say you are going to do something , please do it. It’s extremely frustrating for the autistics in your life if you don’t.